Jealousy

Everytime I see a commercial for Harry Potter, a little part of me probably dies. I know it is no big deal, and that I will see it soon enough, it won't be the same not seeing it at midnight.
There will be no waiting in line for hours
No game playing, or talking about how excited we are
No being completely dead the next day.
I am totally jealous of everyone who gets to see it before me.
But I guess if I have to wait, girls camp is a good reason.

I'd kinda like to feel my face

So today I got my wisdom teeth out. The nurse told me I was the happiest patient they have had in a while, probably because I actually wanted them to come out. I was not going to let five years of braces be ruined by four little teeth.
I feel great. I don't hurt, except minimully. Maybe that is because I cannot feel anything on the lower half of my face. I can finally talk, because my tongue decided to regain feeling, but apparantly my face doesn't feel like following suit.
I assume that once I can actually feel my face, the pain will come, but right now, I am willing to take that risk. I don't like feeling like my face is no longer a part of me.
I am also a little upset that I wasn't very funny when I came out of it. Sure, I was slightly giddy, but for the most part, I was just myself, only slightly groggier.

Hello Tomorrow.

Sometimes I dream I am older.
With high school behind me, and my real life in progress.
I want to be in college, living in a bright and sunny apartment, with a few roommates. We won't always get along, but we will be the best of friends.
One day i will meet a man. He will not only be handsome, but he will be sweet, and smart, and we will love each other.
We will end up getting married, with me in a white dress, and him in a tux. Of course we will get married in the temple.
Eventually we will have a family of our own, and we will all be happy. Sure we will have our problems, but overall we will be delightfully happy.
My husband and I will grow old together, because let's face it, there is nothing sweeter than an old couple still as much in love as the day they were married.

My ideal tomorrow is still a long way off, so I will just have to be content with living in the present. I will need to try better to make it the best it can be, so that one day I can look back, and be happy with the  yesterdays that I made for myself.

Third time's a charm.

Wish me luck.

Bummer Summer.

So far my summer has been exceptionally boring. I thought I have had boring summers before, but they all pale in comparison to the summer of 2011.
My life lately has consisted of reading, studying, watching, and applying.
I have only been wearing dresses because all my clothes are dirty, and I don't feel like doing laundry. Now all my dresses are dirty, so where does that leave me?
I think I have played with my friends once, maybe twice. Things just never seem to work out in that department for me.
I need a job. I have no money. I apply, but who knows if anything will come of applying. Cross your fingers.
Maybe I should take some initiative and do something, but then what would I have to complain about?

Quirks

I was over at Erin's house the other day, and I see this...

Yes, that is a pair of underwear on top of dusting spray.

What is the point?

Nearly five hours of studying and I do not feel any smarter. Curse my desire to do well on the stupid test. ACT, I hate you.